Thirty-four

It’s my birthday today, but I didn’t go out tonight. I’m thirty-four years old now – I have far better things to do. Things I did do today:

  • Got up early and went to Slimming World, because it’s important to keep an eye on things over Christmas even when it is your birthday.
  • Opened presents and cards under Mum and Dad’s Christmas tree, just as I do every year. It’s the tenth day of Christmas and that Christmas tree is still important! Nobody’s ever got me any lords a-leaping for my birthday though.
  • Listened to my birthday number one – Band Aid’s Do They Know It’s Christmas? – more than once. Was inordinately pleased that the current chart rules mean that it is currently yet again sitting in the Top Ten a whole thirty-four years later.
  • Drank prosecco and blew out candles on my birthday cake – it was a New York style cheesecake as usual, made by the world’s best dad as usual!
  • Packed up and left Edinburgh to go back to Newcastle after ten lovely days spent at Mum and Dad’s for Christmas.
  • Got on a train. Geth was worried about travel stress spoiling my birthday, but it was actually a really relaxed journey.
  • Got home and put on the heating and both fires to warm up our ice block of a house!
  • Ordered takeaway pizza and drank more prosecco. It’s my last non-sober birthday, and it’s been a double-prosecco day. I am okay with this.
  • Spent a perfect birthday evening watching ’80s episodes of Top of the Pops recorded off BBC4. I’m very nearly at the point in the marathon where I’ll get to watch the episode from Thursday 3rd January 1985! So glad I was born on a Thursday. That one’s going to be staying on the digibox and constituting my birthday viewing for many years to come.

It’s been a good day.

OOTD 3rd January 2019
OOTD: favourite day, favourite jumper. Glasses Emporio Armani (2017), jumper Carlo Colucci (vintage 1980s, bought at vintage fair 2017), leggings Primark (2018).

Today’s earworm playlist:

Alison Moyet – This House
Duran Duran – Hungry Like The Wolf

And a bonus track that Geth was humming earlier:

Kraftwerk – The Model

Plus my awesome birthday playlist that I made on Spotify earlier:

will.i.am and Cody Wise – It’s My Birthday
50 Cent – In Da Club
Lesley Gore – It’s My Party
Bowling For Soup – 1985
The Birthday Massacre – The Birthday Massacre
The Crüxshadows – Winter Born (This Sacrifice)
Altered Images – Happy Birthday
Band Aid – Do They Know It’s Christmas?

Always a ‘middle’ day

It’s the 2nd of January – the day in between New Year’s Day and my birthday. I always feel a bit out of sorts on the 2nd. It’s the last day of being whatever age I am at the time (thirty-three in this case), and also usually a quiet day in between two celebratory ones.

Today wasn’t totally quiet – Geth and I did go round to see our friends Kieran and Lisa and their gorgeous six-month-old twins Felicity and Claudia, who are now at the age where they’re sitting up and taking notice of the world around them. I then arrived back at Mum and Dad’s to find that Dad had made my birthday cake and left the bowl for me to scrape! SO DELICIOUS. In some ways I’m still more ‘going on four’ than ‘going on thirty-four’.

Cake and fizzy tomorrow. I can’t wait.

OOTD 2nd January 2019
OOTD: comfy jumper for a quiet day. Glasses Emporio Armani (2017), jumper Jac (vintage 1980s, bought at vintage fair 2018).

Today’s earworm playlist:

Brian May – Too Much Love Will Kill You
AJ Tracey and Notes – Butterflies
Duran Duran – Hungry Like The Wolf
George Ezra – Shotgun
Eddie Murphy – Party All The Time

Plus a couple of bonus tracks that Geth was humming earlier:

Nina Simone – Feeling Good
George Gershwin and Ira Gershwin – I Got Rhythm

Christmas 2018 Chocolate Box: Cadbury’s Roses

Geth’s mum Anne got me a pack of Cadbury’s Roses this year.  They were ostensibly for my birthday (which is tomorrow), but Geth and I ate them over Christmas, ’cause you don’t want to be still eating that stuff into January.

Here’s what I thought of each one:

Hazel in Caramel

I’m not really a big hazelnut fan, and I prefer chewy caramel to runny caramel, so I could probably do without this one.  Three out of five.

Hazel Whirl

See above re. the hazelnuts, though I marginally prefer the solid chocolate casing to the caramel.  Three out of five.

Caramel Bite

Two different types of chewy caramel in this one – lovely texture.  Bonus Geth review: he says it’s not his thing, which means all the more for me next time we have a box of Roses.  Four out of five.

Golden Barrel

It’s runny caramel, so not my favourite, but still very tasty.  Bonus Geth review: again, this one’s not his thing, so I’ll be eating these ones in future.  Four out of five.

Strawberry Dream

My least favourite, ’cause I’m really not keen on fruit cream chocolates.  Bonus Geth review: he thinks it’s lovely and sweet and tangy.  They can all go to him in future.  One out of five.

Signature Truffle

Absolutely divine-tasting – but if you eat it after scoffing about ten others, it tastes a bit too rich!  Best to be enjoyed on its own.  Bonus Geth review: he says it’s nice but not as nice as the Strawberry Dream.  Five out of five.

Coffee Escape

This one’s all right but a bit too sharp for me.  Two out of five.

Cadbury Dairy Milk Chunk

A bit uninspiring for me, ’cause I’m not the hugest fan of plain Dairy Milk.  Bonus Geth review: he absolutely loves this one, as it’s thick chunky milk chocolate.  Another one that he can have in future.  Three out of five.

Tangy Orange Creme

Again, I’m not keen on fruit cream chocolates, though it’s a little tastier than the Strawberry Dream.  One out of five.

Country Fudge

Delicious chewy fudge – just the right texture.  Five out of five.

Caramel

Smooth chewy caramel – again, this is just the right texture, and probably my favourite flavour in the box!  Five out of five.

And to round up, this year’s best slightly grumpy celebrity tweet on the subject from T’Pau’s Carol Decker:

Cadbury's Roses
The wrappers just aren’t what they used to be.

Book Review: A 1980s Childhood: From He-Man To Shell Suits

Last year, for my birthday (so 364 days ago now!), Geth got me an ’80s box filled with cool stuff like t-shirts (the Stranger Things t-shirt has become a wardrobe staple; sadly the ‘I Love The ’80s’ one got a hole in it after about two wears, though thinking about it, it would have been perfect to wear at Electric Dreams given the other clientele) and books about ’80s music, TV, and general nostalgia.

A 1980s Childhood by Michael A Johnson was one of these books, and ended up being one of my summer reads.  It’s set out really well – the chapters each focus on a different aspect of pop culture such as music, TV, toys, and film, and comprise a short history of the topic interspersed with the personal recollections of the author (who was born in 1977).  There’s also a list in each chapter of the most notable examples of ’80s bands, TV shows, etc.

For me, it was the personal recollections that I enjoyed the most – the majority of the pop culture history I know off by heart.  It was a good read, and this next year I’m going to try and get round to all the other books that came in the ’80s box!

Happy new year…and happy birthday blog!

A year ago today, I started this blog. I knew I wanted to blog every day, but I didn’t realise it would be so fun and rewarding – even if it is a bit time-consuming sometimes! I’m looking forward to another year spent rambling about all my hobbies and interests.

I’ve had a great New Year’s Day with family – we did what we always do, which is eating Lancashire hotpot (Dad makes an extra veggie pot so that I can eat it too) and exchanging presents in the evening. I then watched Doctor Who. 2019 has started well.

OOTD 1st January 2019
OOTD: New Year’s Day outfit! Earrings Primark (2018), blouse Richard Shops (vintage 1980s, bought at vintage fair 2018), skirt Chicwish (2018), shoes Office (2018).

(Just a quick extra word about the phone box skirt – I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to wear it for ages! It’s called the ‘Oh London!’ skirt, and I first saw it on Joanne Clifton on an episode of Strictly: It Takes Two in 2016, but I couldn’t get my own one until I reached my target weight due to it having a fitted waist.)

Today’s earworm playlist:

David Guetta and Sia – Flames
The Killers – Mr Brightside
Duran Duran – Hungry Like The Wolf

New Year’s Resolutions 2019

I did sit down and write a very long post about plans for 2019, but it got a bit reflective and overwhelming and kind of un-fun.  Instead, I’ve condensed it into a list of New Year’s Resolutions, which I suppose is more traditional anyway!

So, in 2019 I want to:

1. Finish sorting out the house contents.

Refreshing the actual decor of the house such as carpets and walls is going to be a job for next decade (which sounds kind of scary now I’ve written it down), but finishing sorting out the actual contents of the house is definitely something I can get done this year. Most of the stuff I still need to get rid of is only still in the house because it needs scanning first, so once I’ve set up the scanner and shredder in the study, I’ll be able to chip away at this boring job quite efficiently.

2. Write 500,000 words in 2019…

Among the online writing communities I frequent, this is known as a ‘half milwordy’. I know it sounds ridiculous, but between this blog and all the poetry and fiction that I write every day, it’s actually fairly manageable.

3. …and edit and pitch all the words I’ve already written.

I’ve wanted to be a published author since I was four (so it’s actually going to be thirty years on Thursday, OMG), and that is never going to happen if all my writing just stays between me and my computer. This year, I’m going to edit all my existing projects to a finalised state and prepare ten project pitches for sending out to agents and publishers throughout the year.

4. Take weekends off.

Well, other than running, obviously. Apart from the daily to-do list, I’m not scheduling any chores for the weekends.

5. Buy fewer clothes.

I had to buy a whole new wardrobe last year because I’d lost so much weight. It was really fun, but I have enough clothes now. I’ll allow myself one purchase every time I go to a vintage fair, because vintage fairs are awesome.

6. Run a marathon.

It’s booked, it’s planned, I’ve selected the 16-week training plan I’m going to be following starting on the 7th of January. London, here I come! I am 100% certain that this is the only one I will ever do, so I’m determined to do it properly.

7. Perform some of my poetry in public.

This one is absolutely terrifying and as such is the one thing on this list that is at risk of not getting done out of pure fear. Up until now, this is the kind of thing that would have required a lot of Dutch courage, but as it happens, a more important resolution is to…

8. Get sober.

It’s well past time, and from the 6th of January onwards I’ll no longer be consuming alcohol. I’ll do a longer post about this later this week.

9. Get back into the habit of music practice.

I got several small instruments for Christmas including a lovely ukulele – I’d put them on my Christmas list and Dad did a lot more research into them than I had, so I got better versions than I’d asked for! I’m going to get an hour’s practice in every evening that I can, but more importantly, I’m going to sign up for beginners’ classes at the Sage Gateshead, as I find I stick with things better when I have a group or class for accountability (it also gets me out of the house and meeting people).

10. Actually play some videogames.

I didn’t have time for videogaming AT ALL in 2018. I’ve been sorely neglecting both my 3DS and my Steam account (I’ve still got a Steam voucher my brother Malcolm gave me for last Christmas that I’ve not spent yet!) and I’m really itching to get back into it again, especially seeing as I’ve been watching Geth play so many games on the Switch recently. Maybe all those free weekends I’m planning will give me a chance to mash buttons again!

It’ll be interesting to revisit this post in a year’s time!

Book Review: The Colour Of Magic

I decided in the summer that I was going to re-read all of Terry Pratchett’s Discworld series from the beginning.  I’ve managed one so far, so it’s probably going to take me some time.  There’s just so many other things I want to read!  Still, it should be fun to read them in order over the course of a few years.

The Colour Of Magic
The Colour Of Magic.

The Colour Of Magic is a lot of fun – in Rincewind, Pratchett immediately created what is probably his most enduring character, and Rincewind’s unwilling adventure with Twoflower is quite a nice, jolly romp.  At this point in the series, though, the narrative is a bit rambling, and so the story is just a disjointed series of scrape after scrape that ends on a literal cliffhanger.

I’m having a similar issue with my current re-read of the Hitchhiker’s Guide series, so maybe it’s just that I personally prefer a more structured narrative.

I’ll make sure to read The Light Fantastic soon, before my recall of the first entry gets too fuzzy!

TV Review: Doctor Who: Resolution

We’ve had a New Year special episode before – The End Of Time part 2 back on New Year’s Day 2010 (nine years ago! that’s mental!) – but this is the first year since the series came back that there’s been no Christmas Day episode (to much grumbling from certain quarters of fandom), so this is the one festive episode we get.

After a prologue, where we get some backstory about medieval warriors dividing the body of a defeated monster into three parts and burying it at opposite ends of the earth, the episode starts off with a couple of archaeologists, Lin and Mitch, who’ve ostensibly come in to work on New Year’s Day but are really there hoping for a date with each other. It’s cute, but it’s better once their new find awakens and transmats the buried other parts of itself to make itself whole again. The two of them notice it’s missing and Lin goes off to hunt for it, finding a squid-like creature. Meanwhile, the Doctor and companions arrive and escort Lin and Mitch out of the premises (no psychic paper necessary for some reason).

Lin, freaked out, goes home, where it’s revealed that the squid creature she found is controlling her body and actions. The Doctor, meanwhile, conducts some tests and realises it’s a Dalek (which will be no surprise to anyone who’s watched the series before).

The Dalek-controlled Lin goes on the rampage, killing a couple of police officers, a slightly dim security guard (poor guy!), and a farm worker. Meanwhile, the Doctor and friends, including Mitch, track Lin down to the barn – she’s managed to fight off the Dalek, but the Dalek has constructed itself a makeshift casing and escapes after a showdown with the Doctor.

With help from the slightly unlikely figure of Ryan’s negligent dad Aaron, the Doctor and co manage to destroy the Dalek’s casing. Unfortunately, it then latches onto Aaron and threatens to kill him unless the Doctor reunites it with its Dalek fleet. She tricks the Dalek by sending it into a vacuum in space, nearly losing Aaron with it in the process until he’s saved by Ryan.

There’s a nice happy ending with Aaron and Ryan starting a better relationship, Lin and Mitch getting together, and the Doctor, Graham, Yasmin and Ryan flying off into space for more adventures…probably in 2020, so we might have another festive episode before that.

Characterisation-wise, the best bit of this episode is the arrival of Ryan’s dad Aaron, who was an absent but important figure for the whole of the 2018 series. Obviously this has notable repercussions for Ryan, as he feels at first he can’t forgive his dad but then becomes closer to him as a result of the adventure. This subplot provides some great moments for Graham too – in the absence of Grace, he’s able to provide some fatherly advice to Aaron.

I love Mitch’s reaction to the TARDIS! No matter how many characters do the ‘bigger on the inside’ thing, it never gets old in my view.

I also think it’s cute that the Dalek part gets awoken by UV light. That’s worth remembering. Another point that should be noted is that it’s still the case that people on Earth don’t know who the Daleks are. After the giant overblown Dalek invasion during the RTD era (The Stolen Earth/Journey’s End) where the whole Earth witnessed everything, there was some vague handwavy stuff in the Moffat era where the crack in Amy’s room ate everyone’s memories, or something, and so since then nobody in contemporary episodes has known about Daleks, except when it’s convenient, or if they’re Adelaide Brooke remembering the 2008 invasion in the 2059-set The Waters Of Mars, which was an episode released before the handwave.

A very interesting point is that when the Doctor tries to contact Kate Stewart at UNIT, the telephone operative says that UNIT are on suspension, pending review, due to funding cutbacks. I’m looking forward to seeing if this is overcome at some point!

There’s another cute moment (well, by ‘cute’ I mean by Doctor Who standards – there is also a lot of gratuitous death in this scene) where the army show up to intercept a ‘drone’, then have to run away when they realise it’s actually a Dalek. Another funny, if slightly unnecessary, scene is where the Dalek drains the whole of the UK’s internet and we cut to a dim-looking family horrified at the idea that they’ll actually have to talk to each other.

On the whole, this episode gave me a bit of an odd, discordant feeling – it just felt a bit too lighthearted for a ‘Daleks are going to destroy the world’ story. I did enjoy it though, and I’m a bit sad that the next series is such a long way away! I’d hoped that under Chibnall we might return to yearly series, especially seeing as the series episode count has been cut (again) from twelve to ten, but apparently it’s not to be.

As such, for the rest of 2019 I’ll be rewatching classic episodes instead!

On the last day of the year

On paper, it’s been a very fruitful 2018. I hit my target weight and have run a lot of races (including two half marathons) and have got more writing done this year than I’ve ever managed before, partly due to the daily writing habit that this blog has encouraged. My business also had another good year of growth.

Unfortunately, my mental health has seriously deteriorated this year, and is now probably at its worst since I was in my late teens. I don’t talk about it much on here but I have really been struggling recently. As such, I have very mixed feelings about the last year.

I hope 2019 will be less ambivalent. For me, and for everyone else.

Now I’m off to go eat as many slices as possible of Dad’s famous Hogmanay pizza. I’ll be back tomorrow to celebrate this blog’s first birthday!

OOTD 31st December 2018
OOTD: semi-dressed-up Hogmanay outfit! Top David Emanuel (vintage 1980s, bought at vintage fair 2018).

Today’s earworm playlist:

AJ Tracey and Notes – Butterflies
Duran Duran – Hungry Like The Wolf
Dua Lipa – New Rules
Ellie Goulding – Starry Eyed