Race Recap: South Shields 10 Mile 2026

The South Shields 10 Mile has been on my race bucket list for a long time. Probably since before I did my first North Tyneside 10k in 2021, because I remember I used to get them mixed up. I’m trying to do more new-to-me local races at the moment rather than the same old ones every year, so I decided to make 2026 the year. This was well timed, as it turned out to be the 10th anniversary edition of the race.

Quite a few Benchies had the same idea, so we had a good turnout.

Team pic at the start. Photo from Alice Munday.

I was hoping for a big 10 mile PB, as I hadn’t raced the distance since the Yorkshire 10 Mile in 2018. I was talking about it with Geth beforehand, and I reckon that on current form, I could do about 1:30 on a flat road course. I knew the South Shields course wasn’t a flat road course, but I didn’t expect it to be quite as ‘interesting’ as it was! The first mile or so is a traily section across grass and through brambles, with lots of single-file paths that slow everyone down. After that follows a couple of big laps of the chalky gravel/grassy paths that feature on the South Shields parkrun course (including some precarious steps that I don’t recall being part of the parkrun) and a semi-respite along the tarmac as you run the last mile of the GNR in reverse. (I never realised the last mile of the GNR was downhill before!) After the second lap there’s a final stretch back along the tarmac then onto the grass again to finish at Souter Lighthouse. There were quite a few points where I wondered what on earth I was doing there in my carbons, but I was glad of them on the tarmac sections!

Still smiling on the first lap! Photo by Jamie Ailano.

I finished in 1:38:08. Nine-minute PB, and I was pretty pleased with that on a tough course. It gives me a good benchmark for when I return to the Yorkshire 10 Mile in autumn 2027!

Medal pic with the lighthouse. Photo by Alice Munday.

Back to it with the metric marathon training, then. Next B-race is the GNR in just under six weeks’ time… I’ll try and remember to feel the downhill during mile 13 now I know it’s there!

Race Recap: Kingston Park Half Marathon 2026

(RunThrough, who organise the event, like to call this one the ‘Newcastle Half Marathon’, which is the worst name in the world given that (a) it’s 95% out in the countryside and (b) there’s already a much much much more famous half marathon that starts in Newcastle. I will call it what everyone in the local area actually calls it, which is the Kingston Park half.)

I wasn’t expecting much going into this race. Training has been near-nonexistent the last few weeks for reasons I won’t go into, and like most people, I don’t run well in the heat. It was nowhere near as hot today as it has been in recent weeks, and certainly not as hot as it is down south, but 18 degrees at 9am is still too warm for an ideal running performance and we most definitely felt it out there on the unshaded asphalt. So, excuses in early, let’s go.

The 10k and half marathon runners start together, self-seeding by appropriate pace. The first three miles leading up to the 10k turnaround point (or at least the last mile or so of that stretch once the fast lads start coming back the other way) are actually interesting, as you can watch out for 10k runners you know (although in my case today that was Geth and Geth only, as all the other 10k runners I knew were behind me). After the 10kers left us it was a bit lonelier – just a few quiet half marathoners around me as we plodded further up the road and around the midway lollipop section. Still, I prefer that to over-congestion like we had in Toronto.

As I had decided very early on that it was far too hot for any heroics and I just needed to keep it steady and consistent, I genuinely really enjoyed most of the running. The only big issue I had was that when I grabbed my nutrition flask of Tailwind for the second time at mile six, I found it had emptied itself (this is a longstanding problem that I now accept will have to be solved by purchasing new flasks), and so I was completely reliant on the water stations for the rest of the race – not ideal on a hot day, and of course it also meant I wasn’t taking in the usual planned calories. Another issue was some bad road texture around mile nine that meant I could feel every painful spot and developing blister through my carbons, but in general there wasn’t much to complain about on this course – even the promised hills weren’t that noticeable. Strangely, even though I was a bit slower, I found the race was absolutely flying by compared to the last half I did in Toronto.

That all ended at mile twelve. Mile twelve was the most brutal mile twelve I have ever experienced in a half marathon. It felt like it took longer to run than the whole of the eleven miles leading up to it! It was just so long and empty and unshaded and the heat was getting hotter and all my late-race energy that had surprised me during miles ten and eleven had just dissipated.

Mile thirteen was okay again though. I knew from a glance at the watch that sub-2 was off the table so I didn’t bother stepping it up – just cruised in and was surprised by the finish line arriving quicker than expected.

So no season’s best today, for a few reasons. I am still proud of a steady and consistent performance given the circumstances 🎉

One of the charming things about RunThrough events is that anyone can stand on the podium afterwards for a photo op 😊

Some takeaways:

  • While I’m not ruling out summer races forever because they do have a lovely atmosphere about them, I might give them a miss again next year.
  • I can’t wait to get started on my next training block, which will contain two B races leading up to my autumn A race at Chester Metric Marathon. It starts tomorrow with day 1 of a recovery week, and then I can start building up from week 2. I’ll be doing a few things differently this time, such as lots of steady pace runs, hill sessions and summer runexploring.
  • Other than the stupid flask, I do feel I’ve cracked the nutrition-related nausea issue I was having last year. I’ll keep an eye on things as I build up (hopefully) towards a spring marathon in 2027.
  • I feel the 1:50 half goal is too ambitious for my one remaining half this year (the GNR), especially as that’s now a B race, and so I’ll likely be targeting a return to 1:55ish instead. As such, the aforementioned spring marathon may not be a sub-4 attempt (if you’ve been following along, you’ll remember the sub-4 marathon is my primary long-term goal) but instead a sub-4:05 or sub-4:10 attempt as a stepping stone along the way. This decision will largely depend on what happens at Chester, where my goal is to maintain sub-4 marathon pace (9ish min miles) for the whole 16 miles.

Next B race is in three weeks’ time, where I’m all but guaranteed a PB due to not having raced the distance since 2018… but you never know, so I can’t be complacent! Lots of work to do, but it’s fun work.

Race Recap: Sunderland City 10k 2026

A fortnight after the Toronto half, this was definitely not a goal race. Half and metric marathon are my targeted distances for 2026 and any 10ks I race are for fun. This one was a lot of fun!

It was the tenth anniversary of my first 10k race, completed at this event in 2016, so I was in a celebratory mood. It’s been a long time since I felt so relaxed and pressure-free before a race, and we had a lovely metro ride down to Sunderland with a big group of Benchies who were all doing the event.

Not pictured: lots of the other passengers were also runners going to the race! Photo from Rach at TMBR.

The bag drop was in a different place this year, but still not very secure as there’s nobody checking bag tags against numbers when you leave. We did hear after the race that one lady had her bag go missing with her car keys in it, most likely because someone else had taken it by mistake. Just one volunteer doing a check at the door would avoid this!

Start line vibes! Photo from Rach at TMBR.

Caffeine gel and a few stretches before the gun and we were soon away. Sunderland is always a fast start (especially if you find yourself up the front with the fast lads like we did – my chip was only seven seconds after the gun today 😐) so it took a mile or so to settle, but after that it was very enjoyable. I’ve been doing this route most years for a decade now and I know it really well, so it goes quickly. The surprising speed of the km markers ticking over is one of the bonuses of running in miles!

I kept a decent effort up and only really felt myself properly tiring in the last mile or so, at which point I was able to tell myself to keep it up because I was nearly done. I crossed the line in 52:50, which is a little slower than last year’s 10k results but respectable for where I am at the moment.

I had my t-shirt from 2016 ready to change into after the race to go with my 2026 medal! (Sunderland sell t-shirts separately to the race entry nowadays and as I have too many t-shirts already I don’t bother getting them, but it was nice to bookend my souvenirs today.)

Another successful 10k adventure! Photo from Clare at TMBR.

Fuelling bonus: my caffeine gel (Kendal Mint citrus) didn’t make me feel sick today. I still wouldn’t trust it as a start line gel for a longer race, but for a 10k it’s good.

That’s the end of my recovery fortnight and tomorrow a new eight-week block begins for my next half (although it’ll just be a streak saver mile and a gentle walk on day 1!). Looking forward to getting into some decent training.

Race Recap: Toronto Half Marathon 2026

I had known about Toronto Marathon (and its sub-distance races) for a few years. It’s internationally notorious for being chaotic at best – I’ve seen runners from Toronto online saying they consider the Toronto Waterfront Marathon (held in the autumn) to be the ‘real’ Toronto Marathon – so I didn’t want to risk entering the full distance at this event, as marathons are hard enough without dealing with bad race organisation. However, I was keen to do one of the shorter races to see for myself what the event was like, and as Geth and I were planning a visit to Toronto this spring anyway (as part of his work during his sabbatical and also to see our new baby niece along with the rest of the family), I made sure the dates lined up.

A week and a half of away-from-home eating in the run-up to the race meant that preparation was not ideal, but I was still confident that I’d do quite a bit better than my last half marathon attempt at Middlesbrough two months previously. For a start, I had actually been able to train this time round, even though my mileage wasn’t quite back where I wanted it yet and I was spending two days a week cross-training on the bike rather than doing the kind of runs I normally would.

I didn’t want to leave anything too vital in my drop bag, so race morning found me padding through the streets of downtown Toronto in my Vaporflys with my running sunglasses on despite the fact that the sun had yet to rise. A line of yellow school buses were waiting to take us to the start (my first time on a yellow school bus!) and it was a fairly calm and straightforward journey despite the cold and the potholes.

Shuttle buses for the morning!

The bag drop (supervised by a very efficient British volunteer) was easy to find when we arrived at the start. I had planned to leave dropping my bag for as long as I could due to the cold – I was very reluctant to remove my hoodie! – but I soon realised that there was a nice warm indoor space where runners were congregating, so I got my bag on the truck and my foil blanket on myself and settled down in the nearby mini-mall for an hour.

The start line was the first problematic bit. The volunteers wouldn’t let us into our pre-arranged corrals as they were already full! This meant having to cram in further back and get as far forward as I could, but there came a point where I couldn’t move any more as it was too crowded.

Start line skyline.

We were allowed to start ten minutes after the first corral, which I did appreciate, as the website had originally said 20 minutes. Due to the crowds and being further back than I should have been, I spent the first half of the race weaving and overtaking people. I did feel pretty strong at this point, but it would have been nice to have a clearer run.

The only real inclines were in the first few miles so it was great to get them out of the way. Most of the route was downhill, to the extent that I was really grateful for all the work I’d done on the bike during training as I don’t think my quads would have coped so well otherwise!

It was really interesting to see Toronto become more ‘downtown’ as we ran south. The skyscrapers became denser and the crowds became bigger. The vibe was great and it really felt like a proper big city race.

At this point (around halfway) we were starting to run into the back of the marathoners (who had started an hour before us and were doing a similar route but with lots of extra nooks and crannies to make up the miles), so the congestion never really eased at any point!

The atmosphere at halfway was amazing – we were properly into the city centre now and the crowds had really made an effort. My favourite sign was ‘May the Course Be With You’ – a good one for the day before Star Wars Day 😀

I did feel myself slowing down quite a bit around miles eight to twelve, and found that I was starting to be overtaken rather than overtaking. I was having a lot of aches and pains: my lower back had seized up a bit and my soleus was really aching (something I hadn’t experienced since Manchester Marathon a couple of years ago). At this point, though, I’d broken the back of it and was just counting down the miles. I do need to work on avoiding that fade and achieving a steadier run.

I glanced at my watch when it buzzed for mile twelve. 1:49 on the clock and I’d only slowed to ten-minute miles, so I knew if I stepped it up a bit I could sneak in under two hours even with the expected GPS extra bit. I put the effort in and kept my eyes ahead. The finish straight was confusing, because the marathoners were sent off to the left and the half marathoners straight ahead into the finish… but where was it? Watch was ticking over, 1:59:00, 1:59:30, 1:59:38, and I was panicking because it still wasn’t there. All I could do was run as fast as I could and hope. But then we rounded a corner and it was right in front of us, and I sprinted. 1:59:45 over the line. Still more than four minutes slower than my PB, but a sub-2 and nearly ten minutes faster than Middlesbrough so I’ll take it!

The finish area was mad. We spent about 20 minutes moving extremely slowly through a finish funnel and at one point were handed tiny cups of water. Then we emerged into a giant crowd of people moving in all directions – it was impossible to tell which way you were supposed to go – and in this giant crowd we had to FIND the medal-givers like an insane real-life game of Where’s Wally. They even had the bright red t-shirts on!

The medal was GIGANTIC.

Bigger than your face.

After that, weighed down by this dinner plate of a medal, we had to fight our way into the race goodies area, which was full of people going absolutely feral trying to get as many protein drinks and bars as they could get away with, and volunteers yelling at people for being in the wrong banana queue. Having run this gauntlet I finally encountered a volunteer (another Brit) who was pointing people towards bag collection. I’d been in the finish ‘system’ for long enough that I was getting pretty cold, so I was glad to be reunited with my hoodie.

I hadn’t collected absolutely all of the snacks I was entitled to in the Hunger Games arena, but at that point I just wanted out of there, so I followed the crowd in the hope of finding an exit. It took another ten minutes or so to get through said exit, but I could see Geth waving at me and eventually I managed to get to him (and the extra hoodie and non-carbon shoes he’d brought for me). He was a bit jealous of the enormous half marathon (and marathon) medals, as he’d done the 10k and they got a normal-sized one.

Medal size comparison.

(I was amused at that point that we were congratulated by another half marathon runner who had clocked Geth’s Manchester Marathon hoodie – apparently Manchester was on his bucket list because he was a Man Utd (or was it Man City?) supporter. Lots of Premier League fans in Canada!)

The crowds around the finish were still huge and it took a while to find Mum and Dad, but it was nice to catch up for a bit before they headed off for another day of Toronto adventures and we headed back to our hotel to recover. It would have been nice to grab a coffee nearby, but all the coffee shops were absolutely rammed post-race!

While I can’t say I ‘recommend’ this event exactly, it does have a great crowd vibe and a nice downhill course. Just be prepared for chaos from the start (we woke up on race morning to find the race website had crashed – thankfully I had already retrieved all the information I needed for the day!) and manage expectations accordingly.

I’ve taken a fortnight’s break from strict training (and will be running a 10k race this Sunday for a fun morning out and to see roughly where I am) but will be back on it from Monday for another eight weeks leading up to the next half marathon attempt!

Race Recap: Middlesbrough Half Marathon 2026

I was happy with this race given the last couple of months.

The aim of this one was always to see where I was after a winter of non-specific baseline training, as my main aim for 2026 is to make big improvements in my half marathon time. What I didn’t expect was that I wouldn’t really have that winter of baseline training, as I had to reduce my mileage drastically in January and February in order to sort out a hamstring/glute niggle. As such, while I might have expected to scrape a sub-2 on normal mileage, I thought this week that I would probably end up somewhere between 2:05 and 2:10 – and that was pretty much bang on. Due to the lack of training I knew I had to stick to a steady effort with no heroics, so I’m really pleased with how the race went.

Pre-race selfie. Don’t have one where I don’t look a bit anxious!
A bit of the race HQ atmosphere.

I felt at the start like I didn’t know anyone (Middlesbrough is a bit further south than I usually venture for ‘local’ races) but it was nice to spot a few people I knew during the race and say hi.

The last few miles were a bit tough, but that’s to be expected given that I’ve not run more than 10 miles at a time since Amsterdam Marathon in October!

The hamstring twinged on occasion, but 99% of the time I didn’t notice it. Hopefully it’ll be manageable from now on.

I also didn’t feel sick 🎉🎉🎉 I was a bit crampy on occasion but no nausea. My start line gel was Active Root non-caffeinated gel mix (which did give me the usual annoying gassy aftertaste for the whole race so I’ll try something different next time) and my in-race fuel was Tailwind (which worked great, but I need to drink more of it per fuel point as I still had some left at the end).

Official race photo from RunThrough. None of them are super flattering but you can see I’m trying!

The course is very much recommended. It’s nice and flat other than some minor flyover inclines around the halfway point. There’s not a massive amount of crowd support, but it’s great when it’s there. There’s a mile 12 out-and-back with a very similar vibe to the mile 12 out-and-back at the Edinburgh half (i.e. when the HELL is this thing going to have a turning point?), but in general I’m a fan of out-and-backs as you can concentrate on looking out for people.

The only slight issue was that all the mile markers from 5 to 12 seemed to be slightly early, each appearing about 0.2 miles before they were expected. (I know watch GPS isn’t totally accurate but I also know the inaccuracy pattern of *my* watch and I’ve never seen early markers before!) As such, I expected the race to measure slightly short by GPS – but the 13-mile marker more than made up for the shortfall and my watch ended up reading 13.3 at the finish, which is what I would typically expect.

Overall, it was a really great race. I’ll be back sometime when I’ve got better fitness.

Now for a week of recovery (or a fortnight if I feel I need it – I’m trying to listen to my body more) before training begins for the next one.

Race Recap: HogmanHoway 5k 2025

This was the inaugural (I hope) running of this event, held in the evening of Hogmanay in the centre of Newcastle. I never thought about doing a New Year race before but it was a great atmosphere!

Not a PB race – too congested and too dark – but at this time of year we were after a fun run instead, and this delivered.

Nice medal to end the year!

I am properly hibernating for the rest of the winter now. Training break for two months (just keeping things ticking over via my usual run schedule) and then a baseline half marathon to see where I am, because that will be my main focus for 2026. Looking forward to it.

Race Recap: Leeds Abbey Dash 2025

I wasn’t really feeling this one going in!

Geth and I booked it in May after feeling a tiny bit disappointed with our Sunderland times (I was still of the belief at that point that I would be getting a PB at every distance in 2025 like I did last year… I have since been roundly disabused of that notion!). After a hectic autumn, heading off to Leeds to race a 10k in the cold was the last thing we wanted to do. Nevertheless, we decided to make a weekend of it – there was a Christmas market, after all, and we seem to be collecting those this year.

Start line!

Despite the forecast, I didn’t feel as cold on the start line as I did when we last raced this one in 2023. I was in a vest last time, mind, whereas this year I went for a longsleeve. It used to be a mid-October race but Run For All have taken it over this year and moved it to the end of November. This did result in an improved course by our standards (the start was right outside our usual hotel and there was no hill towards the end) as the route had to avoid the Christmas market.

It was one of those races where I chose not to look at my watch at any point, ran the whole thing on feel, and tried not to second-guess myself by looking at the pacers. The result was a fairly steady run, a negative split according to the results, and a consistent 50:25. Three seconds slower than Sunderland, which is a bit annoying, but I honestly didn’t expect to be anywhere near 50 minutes. I have found it really hard to recover from Amsterdam over the last month, and I’ve been suffering a bit in the colder weather with my asthma – my interval paces have been much, much slower than usual – so I just didn’t think I’d be able to run at a faster pace. Apparently I was wrong.

The fact that I can pull out a 50ish minute 10k after far-from-ideal training has given me a lot of confidence for next year. Overall I’m really happy with that race. Not at all what I expected!

Thoughts on not marathoning again for a while (and the state of my running in general)

I’m a week past the Amsterdam Marathon now, and it’s been a difficult week. Physically, I’ve felt like I haven’t bounced back like I usually do – I’ll be sticking to short efforts (no more than 3 miles and usually 1) for at least another week. Mentally, I’ve felt terrible. I wouldn’t say I feel ‘disappointed’ about what happened in Amsterdam – that’s the wrong word, because I do feel proud of what I did to handle the circumstances on the day – but I am sad, because it was a bit of a wasted chance to do well (the weather was perfect and it’s an amazingly flat course) and frustrated, because this nausea issue is going to be difficult to solve (and it feels like as soon as I solve one issue with marathon running, another crops up, and this is just the latest).

Amsterdam debrief

I think there were three main reasons why Amsterdam didn’t go to plan:

1) The nausea, which was the main problem. This was caused by my fuel, as was the case at the GNR.

2) Fatigue around halfway, caused by going out too fast, caused by running with pacers. I think following the pacers was probably a bad idea (especially on an already congested course like Amsterdam because running with a pace group means you waste energy tripping over feet and manoeuvring around people). I don’t usually run with pacers, so I don’t know if they always go off a bit fast, but it was the case on this occasion. I need to get better at pacing myself.

3) I believe my easy pace in training was too slow, especially on long runs. A frustrating piece of advice people tend to give is ‘there’s no such thing as running your easy runs too slow!’. I absolutely run my easy runs too slow, meaning that the gulf between easy pace and race pace becomes insurmountable after a certain point in marathons. I also take too many breaks on my long runs and then wonder why it feels hard to run nonstop on race day.

Sorting these issues out

The fuelling issue

Race fuel I have tried that doesn’t work for one reason or another:

  • High 5 gels: nausea (I took eight during London 2021, felt sick during the race and had to throw up afterwards to feel better)
  • Science in Sport gels: nausea (this was so bad during Edinburgh 2022 that I became unable even to drink water)
  • Clif Shot Bloks: nausea (caused more post-race vomiting after GNR 2023)
  • Active Root gels: nausea (this is now the case with both the gel mix and the gel packets; it’s especially bad with the caffeinated version. The regular gel mix used to work for me but no longer does. Also causes breathing/asthma issues due to the consistency)
  • Kendal Mint Company gels: nausea (like the Active Root, it’s meant to settle your stomach rather than aggravate, but this doesn’t work for me)
  • ‘Real food’ like bananas, gummy sweets, Kendal mint cake: too difficult to chew during fast running (it’s fine on ultras or training runs where I can stop/slow down, but chewing during a fast effort is a no-go due to my breathing issues)
  • Tailwind: too much water to carry (I started taking this last month after the GNR and it’s not caused any gastric issues YET – and due to basically becoming flavoured water it also doesn’t cause any asthma issues, which is a real bonus – but in order to take the optimal recommended amount during a marathon I would need to carry two litres of water with me, i.e. 4x 500ml flasks. I don’t like running fast with a hydration vest on so this would probably require two waist belts and might thus trigger spondylitis flare-ups, as those only generally happen now when I’m carrying too much weight on my lower back)

(Side note: people who say you can ‘train your gut’ also get short shrift from me. The only thing my gut seems to be able to train itself to do is to become LESS tolerant of fuel types over time.)

Some strategies that I could try in marathons going forward:

(Most of these are based on the assumption that I will continue to have no gastric issues with Tailwind, which is not at all a guarantee based on my history.)

  • Consume the optimal recommended amount of Tailwind water by having a crew along the course who could swap my bottles out (this would be a bit fiddly but with planning it could be done)
  • Consume only half the recommended amount, as some fuel would be better than none (this would probably be the best bet if I am able to continue with the Tailwind)
  • Consume no fuel at all (this was a strategy I googled in desperation earlier this week to see if anyone has had success with it. I do believe that if I hadn’t fuelled at all on Sunday, I would have finished with a better time than I did – but, of course, still far from an optimal one)

None of these are ideal but they’re all I have to move forward with for now.

Learning to pace myself better

This is sort of the easiest thing to fix and also sort of the hardest. I hate pacing myself because it requires constantly looking at my watch and getting really stressed (I’m not capable of pacing on feel). But I need to try. It may be helped by the next fix.

Making my easy pace faster

I’ve written before about my slow easy pace and the fact that friends doing similar race times have faster easy paces than me. I have always believed that easy pace should be ‘what comes naturally’, and for me that is highly variable from day to day (mainly due to the spondylitis). However, I am really starting to feel that bridging the gap from slower than 11 min/mile on easy long runs to 9ish min/mile on marathon race efforts is too much to ask of my body. I’ll be doing more work over the next year or so to speed this up, which will probably mean cutting out some of my weekly social runs and focusing more on solo running.

Changes to the running plan for the next couple of years

Focusing on half marathons

A large part of planning out the race season is liaising with Geth on the races we want to do, as it’s nice to do race weekends together, even though we’re generally working on different goals. He was also unhappy with the way Amsterdam went for him and wants to take some considerable time away from marathons (probably longer than I want to take!). Pre-Amsterdam, we’d already planned a marathonless 2026 as we both already felt in need of a break and a year dedicated to shorter faster efforts.

As such, next year is already planned out, though I will be tweaking it to increase the focus on half marathons. After that, Geth is keen to start collecting the SuperHalfs. They’re all tough to get into now so that will likely be a project that goes on for a decade or more, but it will be a fun one and will scratch the same ‘race weekend’ itch as travelling to do big city marathons.

As I say, I will be changing next year’s schedule slightly – I looked at it immediately post-marathon and thought ‘why am I planning to run so many 10ks? I hate 10ks!’. (I have a 10k as my final race of 2025. We’ll see if that changes my feelings but I doubt it.) I may run as many as four half marathons, and I’m also considering an extra race at the end (see ‘New rules’ section below).

New rules

As Dua Lipa sang, I got new rules (I count ’em). I do not want to be in the place I was during the Amsterdam Marathon again. Next time, I want to give myself a much better chance at the sub-4. As such, before I am allowed to sign up for another marathon, I have to achieve the following things:

1) Be able to run consistent 1:50ish half marathons with the same ease that I can currently hit consistent sub-2s. One of the warning signs during my preparation for Amsterdam this year was that I failed to hit my time goals on both my half marathons, coming in at 1:56:00 on both occasions. I knew I needed a 1:50ish to have any hope of converting to a sub-4 marathon and I didn’t get it. I should have heeded that warning and adjusted my expectations a little.

2) Further to this, run a half marathon PB that is closer to 1:45 than 1:50. The aim is to add to the consistency and confidence.

3) Race a metric marathon (26.2 km i.e. 16ish miles – I am looking at the Chester Metric Marathon for this, possibly as early as next year) at marathon goal pace effort without significant fading and without fuelling/nausea issues.

4) Following this, race a 20-miler (race suggestions welcome!) at marathon goal pace effort without significant fading and without fuelling/nausea issues.

The idea is that I basically take what I can already do in the half marathon (stay fairly steady the whole way) and build it up gradually through the distances. It’s a big jump from half to marathon, and I don’t think solo training runs have been enough to bridge that for me. Perhaps race efforts will.

Why, after all this, am I still so keen to do marathons?

As I mentioned in my race blog, my memory of the actual race effort in Amsterdam is very blurry and fuzzy, especially the very dark nausea-ridden miles from 15 to 21. However, one memory does come to the fore, mainly because I remember begging myself to remember:

Remember how horrible this feels. Please don’t do this to me again. We already ran two nonstop marathons last year – we’ve achieved that goal. We’re not doing that today, but it doesn’t matter. We’re not hitting our goal or even getting a PB today, but it doesn’t matter. Please let’s just get to the end and then never sign up for a marathon ever again.

So why, from the comfort of my sofa, am I planning (long-term) not to listen to that memory?

Of course I’ve already forgotten how horrible it felt physically. That’s human nature, because we need to be able to keep doing things that are physically hard. But I haven’t forgotten how I felt mentally. I felt wretched and broken and like a failure, and yes, I absolutely don’t want to feel like that again. But I know, from occasional previous efforts – well, at least one – that it is possible to run a marathon and not feel like that. Or not quite that bad, anyway.

If I had achieved my sub-4 at Amsterdam, the five-year plan would have continued onwards, and I would have kept the spark of hope that I could achieve a London GFA while in my current age category. That plan has gone now – I recognise that it is too ambitious for the place I’m currently in, though I’m still hopeful that I will be able to maintain enough consistency to achieve it in some future decade.

But I’m still dead set on a sub-4 for another reason: it’s the last of the big mid-pack time barriers I still need to break. Sub-30 5k, sub-hour 10k, sub-2 half – they all fell some time ago, and while I’m still eager to whittle down the 5-minute increments, it’s not quite the same. Short of a genuine miracle, my 5k PB time will always start with a 2, 10k with a 4, half with a 1. The marathon is still there for the taking. I know it’s only a number. But numbers can haunt you, and this one haunts me.

It’ll have to haunt me for a while yet though. There’s lots of work to be done.

Race Recap: Amsterdam Marathon 2025

This race didn’t quite go to plan.

The marathon weekend logistics were great, the expo was great (we went on the Friday as we always do; you don’t want to be queueing for hours among the Saturday crowds), the training block had been… mostly okay. I had to cut a few long runs short and change a lot of things around with fuelling plans in the fairly late stages due to nausea causing issues at the GNR, but it had gone better than my Yorkshire block last year. Or so I felt, anyway.

I was attempting sub-4 again, but anything faster than my PB (4:16:30) would have been… acceptable.

Race morning was straightforward. Very early start for an early starting time, but I was fine with that – I prefer races to start earlier than later. It was a bit of a pain to get to our wave’s baggage area, but we were settled in the start pen in plenty of time. I left Geth at the front of the wave and headed to the back to find the four-hour pacers.

Start line!

Once we got going, I stuck with the pacers (as planned) for the first half; they were going a bit too fast but it was comfortable-ish. Nevertheless this may have contributed to fatigue at halfway.

The first half felt like it flew by, but it was really congested, especially in our large pace group. The uneven ground (features of Amsterdam roads include tram lines and uncovered neat holes about half a foot across – and I’m really not sure of the reason for the latter!) didn’t help, and at least one person went flying fairly early. It was quite a bit of extra effort to avoid other runners. I didn’t really notice the landmarks as I was focusing so hard on the pacers’ flags and trying not to fall too far behind (which again was tough due to the congestion).

There were lots of runners asking/commenting about the Town Moor and/or Newcastle due to my Benchie club vest! Even spoke to a guy who turned out to know our club captain Ed 😀

I really started noticing the aforementioned fatigue at about ten miles. Due to this, I had to drop the pace a little as I approached the halfway point. I had already given up on sticking with the pacers, as they really did seem to be intent on keeping up the slightly-too-fast pace (most of my splits were registering on my watch as about 8:30 minute miles while I was running with them). I eventually went through the halfway point in bang on 2 hours and by that time they were completely out of sight.

I could probably have toughed the rest of the race out for somewhere between 4:10 and 4:15 if not for the hideous nausea that has been a feature of pretty much all my long pace efforts this year. Every kind of fuel makes me feel sick (or is otherwise unusable/problematic) on fast long races. Every single thing I’ve tried. And given that you can’t do fast long races without mid-run fuelling, this is a significant problem that needs a lot of work and thought. I’ll be expanding on this in the next blog post.

By about 15 miles in, running at any pace for more than 0.2 of a mile at a time made me want to collapse against the nearest tree and vomit up the entirety of my internal organs, so walking it was. I channelled my friend and clubmate Clare and powerwalked as fast as I could, with occasional run breaks when I could stand it. This made me feel a lot better nausea-wise, though I could have done without all the supporters constantly telling me to start running again.

My memory of the race throughout this section is honestly very blurry and fuzzy. Strangely, even though I had slowed significantly due to the walking, the miles seemed to be ticking by faster than ever, and it felt like the race flew by quicker than my two faster marathons in 2024. I remember the last few miles of the Walt Disney World Marathon feeling similar even though that was very slow, so maybe it’s just what happens when focusing on run-walk intervals.

Finish line crossed at 4:45:29. I pulled off an epic sprint finish with bags of energy left, so I know I did have a lot faster in me. Not my day though.

Back of the medal. Unlike the GNR medal this year, it does appear to depict the correct city. However, my race was definitely not a ‘masterpiece’.

In hindsight the warning signs were there in training. I’ll be switching to shorter stuff for a while but this one’s given me a lot to think about.

I usually do a debrief at the end of race recap blogs, but there’s a lot that needs to shift with my running in general so I’ll put all of those thoughts in a separate post.

Race Recap: Great North Run 2025

Not an ‘A’ race, but this one did still feel important.

I wanted a significant PB of about five minutes. I got a 1:55 at the GNR last year, tried for a hugely ambitious 1:45 at the Edinburgh half this spring (and failed with a 1:56) and decided to aim for 1:50ish this time round. My main aim for this autumn is a sub-4 at Amsterdam Marathon, and I felt I needed closer to 1:50 than 1:55 in order to give myself some confidence for that.

Geth was happy to run 1:50ish, as it was just a little faster than marathon goal pace for him (he’s going for 3:45), and so we agreed that he’d pace me. I told him not to slow down for me if I was struggling to match the pace, as I hoped to be able to catch up if that happened.

As it was clear that the start area would be organised similarly to last year (which was pretty chaotic), we arrived in plenty of time, with the aim being to get into our pen an hour before the cutoff time. We had time to chat to friends in the baggage bus area, which was great and made me a lot more relaxed, and then made our way down to the orange pen entrances. Being so early meant that we were right at the front of our wave, which was also a good thing – I found during the race that I was exactly where I should be, as I wasn’t needing to overtake lots of people or being overtaken myself.

Pre-race. After a bit of drizzle last year it was back to the heat and sunshine for 2025.

Once the race gets started, being in one of the faster waves means you don’t have to wait too long to get going (I remember my pink wave days… that long hour of shuffling was not fun!) I felt a lot better once we started and felt comfortable at the planned pace for the first few miles. Our friend Andy ran with us over the Tyne Bridge and I was able to chat happily without getting out of breath.

Once we approached three or four miles, though, Geth was pulling away from me, and while my perceived effort remained the same, I couldn’t catch him. By that I mean: I tried to make my legs go faster and they wouldn’t. It doesn’t matter that I can run at a much faster pace during a shorter effort. If my subconscious knows there is energy that needs to be conserved, it will not allow my legs to go at a pace that might result in burnout. This is frustrating, but it’s not something that I’ve worked out how to overcome yet, and it makes me nervous about the marathon – because if that part of my brain decides on the day that I’m not capable of the goal pace, then I won’t be capable.

I carried on alone at the same level of effort. Close to halfway, I started to feel sick. I’m aware now that this was a combination of (a) the aftertaste of Active Root gel mix, which is something that always makes my throat feel a bit gassy and unpleasant and thus affects my breathing, and (b) the fact that this particular flavour of Active Root gel mix had caffeine in. Annoyingly, this caffeine in the gel mix had provided a really useful boost during my slower long run the week before, but now that I was running at a fast race pace, it was making me nauseous. As such, I couldn’t face taking on any more gel during the second half, and stuck to water instead.

About nine miles in, holding steady.

While my pace did start to feel a bit ploddy, I stayed as strong as I could for the rest of the race. I didn’t look at my watch, because I didn’t want to start panicking about the pace. While I knew 1:50ish was out the window, I hoped I would at least get a PB – but it wasn’t to be. I finished in 1:56:00 bang on, the same time as the Edinburgh half. Consistent, but not what I wanted. However, I am pleased that my mile splits were pretty even in general and I didn’t suffer a slow fade like I had in Edinburgh.

At the medal point. A bit disappointed but did my best on the day.

I’m not sure how to feel post-race, especially now it’s been another couple of weeks and I’ve done another couple of long runs that haven’t quite gone to plan. I know Amsterdam is much, much flatter than Tyneside, I know I’ll be tapered (although being tapered hasn’t always worked for me in the past, so…), I know that I’ll be starting out at a pace that’s a whole minute per mile slower than I started the GNR… but there are still far too many unknowns for my liking. I’ve not cracked my fuelling yet (i.e. found a strategy that gives me enough energy while also not making me sick). I know now after the GNR that it’s not as simple as just sticking with a pacer through hell and high water. I don’t know if I can drown out the part of my brain that insists I can’t possibly run so fast for such a long way.

One month to go. I’ll soon find out!